With only five days left, the tension is rising. Today, I’m launching our website, but there’s still work to be done. Not all languages are in order yet, but hopefully that won’t deter our future visitors. Meanwhile, there are still plenty of chores to be done around the house, and photos need to be taken for the website.
As I focus on the practical aspects of the journey, I also need to decide what goes into my backpack. It’s a process that only heightens the tension and nervousness. In five days, I’ll leave everything behind and head into the unknown, a thought that both excites and makes me nervous.
And as if that weren’t enough, there are still household chores to attend to. Documenting maintenance tasks, adjusting materials, and making the house more user-friendly. My partner will be left to handle it all alone. It’s a heavy choice we have to endure.
Amidst all these preparations, I also worry about our finances. Though I strive to have everything in order, I can’t deny the concerns about potential financial hurdles. But even in these uncertain times, I am determined to find my way. Skipping a meal won’t hurt if it means I’ll recover through it.
Adventure awaits, and while the road ahead is strewn with challenges and uncertainties, I am determined to take each step with resolve and courage. Because sometimes it’s the tension and nervousness that remind me of the vibrancy of life, urging me to live each moment to the fullest.
So let me set aside my worries and doubts, and dive wholeheartedly into this new chapter of my life. For who knows what beautiful adventures and unforgettable experiences await me on the horizon, on the path to healing.
Let’s embrace this journey together, with open arms and a heart full of courage. Because no matter what awaits us, we will face it together, step by step, day by day.
Onward to new horizons, onward to recovery!